Sunday, April 29, 2007

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Saturday, April 21, 2007

This should be an entry to commemorate the sacrificial of my 2 pre molars for the sake of perfection :(( Now i have 2 ugly holes in my mouth,that just kept bleeding & bleeding, stop bleeding leh. Hahaha,but im so glad that all this is over :)) I like the female dentist who extracted my teeth this morning,she's so nice. She kept urging me to keep my 2 teeth cause she thinks it's cute. yayy i think so too ahahaha:D This will mean porridge for lunch & dinner again,which also means i'll get hungry very very easily again! :( ahahhha,but i dont mind cos mummy cooked something damn yummy for me just now. (=


I think april should be called the EMO MONTH. Somehow,people around me just seem to be feeling not that okay,something's just very different. Im affected,but i really dont know how to deal with it. Everybody loves happy endings,but at the same time,we all know that this is not always the case, haha how sad. Actually on a brighter note,im glad to be feeling this way. At least i know im more in touch with certain things,better than how i've been doing back then. I think about issues which never meant anything to me back then,and doing things which are so unusual of me. Yes,maybe thats a change. Quite alot of things happened lately,theres really a need for self reflection,to think about what kind of effects our words/actions might have on people.


I guess it's time to sort out all the random weird thoughts that has been going on all this while,who doesnt want to be happy? haha but it's just that the definition of happiness varies. At least I know that when i smile,im really happy :) I want to create,not wait.

ahhhyes,i'll make sure it's the last time im feeling this way for you/

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Saturday, April 14, 2007

i think what daddy has said is very important,at least i knew i had to make the decision myself. Nobody's going to affect whatever decision i make, at least for now :) thanks for the "talk" just now,i really have to do it.


im in a very very weird mood today/yesterday/recently. i dont know why,but the feeling is just weird. i grew to like things which i never enjoyed doing, i began to feel more for people whom i dont usually do , & i realise, i tend to do things which im not used to doing. and for most of the time, i dont have a reason behind what im doing. :( things are going wrong, not going to be what it used to be anymore. people are divided, some simply refuse to help while the others stay strong as a team. i think nothing's more important than staying together at this point of time. im sorry but you are not going to bring us down.


some lies are unintended, they exist for a reason.


i feel so ________how come so many people are leaving? no matter how far, i hope one day,you all will come back :) ohh someone made me happy today,really happy. but i know,it's only for that moment,it's not going to last.


i knew you heard her today,but why didnt you turn back?

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Monday, April 09, 2007

hello hello all :) just posted an entry yesterday,& here i am again. haha,must be due to the lack of blogging for soooooo long. i think blogging is fun, yup.








sunday=staying at home/studying/sleeping/slacking day. SSSS! alliteration! muahahahhha:D but seriously,i dont think i like sundays. all along, i have been dreading sundays, no particular reason, just the kind of feeling sunday gives me. ohh maybe theres one very obvious reason, cos after sunday comes MONDAY :(








all along i thought that im very good at recognising faces. but noo,it turned out that i couldnt even recognise my childhood playmates :(( this is depressing, really. i cant believe that i couldn recognise them anymore,to the extent that when sy called out to me ytd, i stared at her and almost wanted to ask her who she is. damn pathetic. i never imagine that i'll forget them, never. this makes me realise how we've drifted,how im losing touch with people :(

Saturday, April 07, 2007